ab0uT miie~ tRy kNow|nG miiE moRe..

2011-04-13T02:19:00.002+08:00

Since I don't think there is anyone viewing my blog, think I can nag and vent out everything here. I just don't get it. Why is it always me? I just used the computer from 1 to now, which is like 2+ and I get nagged at. Saying electrical bills are very high. They always say that I seldom at home, then they should know that the electrical bills wasn't from me right? When I am at home, can't I use the computer? Is it really too much? Saying that I "Keep using everyday and for so long". Maybe they should go check out which electrical appliances really make up to most of the bill. Is it better if I don't come home and they won't say that I am the cause of the bill? Maybe I go off for a month then they can see if there is a drop in the bill or is it still the same. They expect me to be home more frequently but nag at me cause I use the computer when I am at home. Isn't it funny? Do they expect me to look at the walls when I reach home and then sleep?

Ha, maybe it is better that I get enlisted to police sooner. Won't get this kind of things going on around me. Let them see for themselves how much they can "save" when I am not around.

2011-03-22T01:24:00.002+08:00

Thanks for being with me for the past year. It has always been enjoyable being with you! Love you so much =)

2011-01-18T15:54:00.003+08:00

Delicated to my PP =)
Don't know if you will see this but just want to say I love you

2010-12-16T10:07:00.000+08:00

Tampines Video Competition

2010-11-10T20:52:00.001+08:00

Well you done done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but you're so hot that I melted
I fell right through the cracks, now I'm trying to get back

Before the cool done run out I'll be giving it my bestest
And nothing's going to stop me but divine intervention
I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some

But I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm yours

Well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and then you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find love love love love

Listen to the music of the moment people, dance and sing
We're just one big family
And it's our God-forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved loved

So I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm sure
There's no need to complicate, our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours

D-d-do do you, but do you, d-d-do
But do you want to come on
Scooch on over closer dear
And I will nibble your ear

I've been spending way too long checking my tongue in the mirror
And bending over backwards just to try to see it clearer
But my breath fogged up the glass
And so I drew a new face and I laughed

I guess what I be saying is there ain't no better reason
To rid yourself of vanities and just go with the seasons
It's what we aim to do, our name is our virtue

But I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm yours

(I won't hesitate)
Open up your mind and see like me
(No more, no more)
Open up your plans and man you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find that the sky is yours
(It cannot wait, I'm sure)

So please don't, please don't, please don't
(There's no need to complicate)
There's no need to complicate
(Our time is short)
'Cause our time is short
(This is our fate)
This is, this is, this is our fate
I'm yours

2010-08-06T21:25:00.000+08:00

2010-08-04T13:20:00.002+08:00

Haha, it has been a long time since I last blogged. So many things have happened, so I dun really noe where to start from. Today is the final day of my MC, going back to school tmr.

For my special and beloved flea: Past few months have been really great and I really enjoyed myself when I'm wif you. You have shown ur love for me regardless of my past and love me the way I am. Thank you for your love and I hope we will always be like this! =)

2010-06-17T20:37:00.005+08:00

FINALLY MY BOARD IS WORKING!!!!!! WAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!! Can finally sleep in peace!!!!!

2010-05-29T16:31:00.002+08:00

Simplicity is a bliss as long as I'm with you.

I love you =)

2010-03-01T11:31:00.002+08:00

Nice song :)

2010-02-21T17:03:00.002+08:00

All the things doesn't seems to go well. I really feel like giving up on everything. I seriously need a break. Feels that I will go into depression soon if this goes on any longer.

2010-01-22T11:16:00.005+08:00

True friends dont need everyday conversations. They dont always
need togetherness. As long as friendship is bound in the heart, true friends will never grow apart.

Miss some of my friends. Miss the days in my secondary school. I miss Christian and some of the friends that I lost contact with. Hope to see them soon! By the way, where is Ah Heng and Zhewei ar? Both of you MIA already!

2010-01-09T23:14:00.001+08:00

Sitting by the riverside makes me feel calm. Hope I have more time just to relax and enjoy the nature.

2010-01-09T16:32:00.000+08:00

Feels like lying down on the beach at night, just to look at the stars and listen to the tide.

2009-12-25T00:58:00.000+08:00

2009-11-19T22:06:00.001+08:00

2009-11-07T14:20:00.001+08:00

Who really knows what I am thinking and how I feel? Tell me why..

2009-10-26T01:13:00.001+08:00

Wake up Benny, it has been months. Get it out of your mind. Occupying myself with work and project hoping it will work, but it doesn't seem to work that way...

2009-10-23T21:33:00.003+08:00

I feel empty. My temper is very bad now. Is it due to the stress I am having now, since I am having my major project? I don't have any free time. All I do everyday is rot alone after school. How long and how far can I go? Thinking of so many things, which I do not want to...

I am really tired.

2009-10-18T12:45:00.002+08:00

I want to eat Far East Dessert. It's taste nice and its names are meaningful.

2009-10-14T00:21:00.001+08:00

2009-10-08T09:23:00.000+08:00

Perfect is not about being flawless or being ideal cause we all know perfection does not exist. It is the way you picture "perfect" that gives the word a more meaningful existence.

2009-10-03T16:42:00.003+08:00

Thank you Rin, Ryumi and Ryuji for yesterday =)..Thanks for the T-shirt Ryumi, I like it =)..Ya, I promise to eat fatter and bring you go prawning next time =)..Thanks Rin pei me go prawning yesterday =)..

Got to prepare and cut cake with my family later, after which go meet my classmates for dinner. Might be going PowerHouse later! Take care all. Thank you all that remembered my birthday =)..Thanks Ah Heng, Kie Ian and few other friends for your greetings =)..Hope to see you all soon ^^

2009-09-29T15:43:00.004+08:00

Tides

Sometimes:
I wish that i am blind so that i won't be able to see the ugliness of this world.
I wish that i am deaf so that i can't hear words that brings unhappiness.
I wish that i am mute so that i won't speak words that are from the ugly side of my heart.
I wish that i am a mental retard so that i will believe that all humans are kind & fairytales do exist.
I wish that i am without a heart & a soul so that 'LOVE' is just another word in the dictionary.
Sometimes i wish that i can turn back time to undo&redo the mistakes i made .
Because people judge me when they don't even know me.
Because i am not given a second chance to prove that i can be what they want me to be.
I am not given the chance to prove to all who looked down on me that i am stronger than what they think..
Humans,they don't feel for others like how they want others to feel for them.

2009-09-27T14:51:00.000+08:00

2009-09-26T23:21:00.001+08:00

Saturday night fever! Gonna go club later!

2009-09-22T20:16:00.002+08:00

Xi Wang Ni De Xiao Rong Yong Yuan Shi Cai Se De.

2009-09-21T13:53:00.002+08:00

Finding back the person I used to be. I don't want this kind of sleeping habit. I have to put on a mask and smile everyday. Sorry to all those that worry for me, especially my family. I'm really trying. I am both physically and mentally too tired to the extend that I don't wish to do anything or to think.

Staring blank is what I do best nowadays.

2009-09-20T05:04:00.002+08:00

谁还记得
是谁先说永远的爱我
以前的一句话
是我们以后的伤口
过了太久
没人记得当初那些温柔
我和你手牵手
说要一起走到最后
我们都忘了
这条路走了多久
心中是清楚的
有一天有一天都会停的
让时间说真话
虽然我也害怕
在天黑了以后
我们都不知道会不会有遗憾
谁还记得
是谁先说永远的爱我
以前的一句话
是我们以后的伤口
过了太久
没人记得当初那些温柔
我和你手牵手
说要一起走到最后
我们都累了
却没办法往回走
两颗心都迷惑
怎么说怎么说都没有救
亲爱的为什么
也许你也不懂
两个相爱的人
等着对方先说找分开的理由
谁还记得爱情开始变化的时候
我和你的眼中
看见了不同的天空
走的太远
终于走到分岔路的路口
是不是你和我
要有两个相反的梦
谁还记得
是谁先说永远的爱我
以前的一句话
是我们以后的伤口
过了太久
没人记得当初那些温柔
我和你手牵手
说要一起走到最后
我和你手牵手
说要一起走到最后

2009-09-16T18:33:00.001+08:00

2009-09-14T15:20:00.003+08:00

I'm trying my best.
YRHAN

2009-09-13T16:35:00.003+08:00

Quite happening recently..Got back my exam results and I passed all my subjects ^^..went clubbing wif sj, karen, jocie, shaiful, guo qiang and of cos the bday gal kit..was quite boring at first, keep drinking only..then arnd 1am like that more ppl on the dance floor, more fun la..after that went for supper..karen puke, haha but think she alrite..

Yst area manager talk to me b4 i off work..haha, she increase my pay ^^..I'm the only part timer that got pay increased. She told me reasons why she wanna increase..hehe, my hard work pays off ^^, its not the increased pay that makes my happy. But more on ppl appreciate what I've done and recognise my working attitude =)..Ming went there to eat but I'm not able to get discount for u, sry ><..cos area manager arnd so cannot give, psps..

Tonite going prawn fishing wif my sis! Woo, after work must go relax ^^

2009-09-13T01:03:00.000+08:00

All my mood gone in an instant.

2009-09-10T23:17:00.001+08:00

2009-09-10T01:10:00.003+08:00

A day with my second sister =)..Went Bishan to watch Jack Neo's movie "Where got ghost?". The show is quite funny and it made me laughing for quite awhile. After that, went to Bugis with her to shop for her things. She bought 2 shirts for me ^^..

Booked a reservation at Merchant Court. Went there to have our buffet. The oyster and durian puree is so nice! Actually we ate a lot but some of the food we forget to take picture and just eat it.

After a hearty meal, went to Clarke Quay for a walk . Sit down for a beer and we tried the Shisha. Shisha is the water smoke thingy. Don't worry it doesn't contain any nicotine so it is non addictive. It won't make u high, but only feel your mouth with favour. There are quite a few variety of favour like grape, orange, mint and some others that I forgot. After which went to Hougang Plaza to play pool for awhile before heading home. Alright, let the pictures do the talking ^^

2009-09-06T03:25:00.002+08:00

5th of September is over. A day which means a lot to me. Both happy and sad.

Only heaven knows..Heaven knows...

2009-09-03T10:51:00.001+08:00

Having diarrhea from last night till now. Supposed to go to work at 12pm but I called and tell them I have to rest awhile. Just ate medicine, if I can recover and feel better by evening, I will go back to work at dinner time. Feel very bad if they have to cover for me, not enough manpower.

2009-09-02T10:42:00.002+08:00

Recently I keep having a bad feeling that something will happen. The past few days I will suddenly have a bad feeling. Its a kind of feeling that is hard to explain. Imagine when you are doing something and suddenly you just stop there, mind blank, heart missed a beat, stop breathing and have a feeling that is making you scared. I hope that my family and you will be fine.

Its really making me scared.

2009-09-01T22:06:00.003+08:00

Feels like my life is so empty nowadays. Luckily I am working and it manage to keep me busy. How are all my friends doing lately? Hope to hear from all of you soon =).

Tommy Page - A Shoulder To Cry On

2009-08-29T19:40:00.001+08:00

2009-08-29T16:55:00.002+08:00

What is this feeling? It feels as if it just happened yesterday.

2009-08-28T01:40:00.005+08:00

Don't know what are some humans thinking recently. Can get so emotional over little things. Try to cheer them up, in the end I get it from them. Don't understand what people are thinking, its making me so pissed off.

Don't know how to control their anger. Hello? I'm not the one that agitate you and I do not deserve this. I have no obligation to console you and yet letting you vent your anger on me.

All those attitude that you gave me, I've already tolerated with it. I didn't say anything and just kept quiet so don't try to piss me off and test my patience. You won't like it when you overdo it.

2009-08-20T23:02:00.003+08:00

Just want to say sorry, I'm really not the right person. I know how I feel. There are more suitable people out there. I'm not ready for anything right now. I don't know how to break the news to you.

2009-08-18T16:19:00.005+08:00

最真摯滴愛情不需要承諾注定緣份滴情人不需要約定

2009-08-16T22:47:00.001+08:00

Why am I hesitating?

2009-08-16T14:41:00.004+08:00

Yesterday went to Bugis to meet up with my sister after work. While waiting for her, went to arcade to play the basketball machine! Its a new machine and my hand feels so tired after just one round cause it don't allow you to rest.

Went to Paulaner opposite Suntec City for a drink. The atmosphere and ambience there is great! They have liveband singing some of the popular songs while we drink and enjoy the music. Sis had a 0.5 litre Munich lager and followed up with a Magarita Lime. Haha, I tried the Margarita Lime and its quite nice. I had a 0.5 litre Munich lager to start of, followed up is a shot called Jagermeister. The shot looks cute in the small little bottle-like glass. After which we asked the waiter what is nice, he recommend me a shot that is out of the menu, the bartender personally make for me. Its a shot called B52, it taste really nice and its quite the type of liquor for me. Still not feeling the kick, we ask the waiter anymore nice shots? The waiter told us that the german shots will only make us more awake, LOL..The bartender therefore introduce me with another drink called Jager pop. But he says that the Jager pop must go together with a Tequila pop. In the end I drink the Jager pop and Tequila pop, the jager pop taste nice but I don't really like the taste of Tequila pop.

Still, I don't feel any kick even until I reach home. Haha, but it was really fun and nice! Really enjoyed myself yesterday. I love my family and friends =)..Thanks benben suki for always accompany me chat, Yuu as well, all my close friends too! Not forgetting my family =)..Don't worry all, I've moved on ^^

2009-08-14T23:01:00.002+08:00

Finally back from work! I'm sick ><..my nose is killing me! Hope I can recover by tmr cos still have to return to work..take care all ^^

2009-08-13T22:21:00.004+08:00

Think both of us should do some self-reflection. I am wrong to think of you that you have forgotten, it proves that I do not understand you well. I am sorry about that. But I did not judge you and say that its your wrong. I admit that I have my flaws but you said it like its all my fault, I push blames to you. Breaking up is nobody's fault, I have never blamed you for that. Everyone have their flaw, don't they? But I only heard about mine. By the way, for the passerby that happens to enter my blog, who are you to say that I am childish? Do you even really know me and about our relationship? When you say about people, I hope that you can think about it first. If you are really that mature, you won't be saying it that way. You will tell your friend how to resolve or reply to it in a tactful way. I know that both of you will be angry when you read this. But if its you being said that way, will you like it?

Story Of Us 5-12-2008 to 11-8-2009

2009-08-13T11:57:00.003+08:00

Looking back at those pictures we had, I am glad that I once brought you joy and happiness. Of cause, thank you for once bringing me the best love and joy ever. Your decision have been made and I respect it. After much thinking, I realised something. I want to see your smile and you being happy more than anything. Though we are no longer couple, I would always be your friend as long as I am able to make you happy and bring smile to your life =).. I will keep those past as wonderful memories that we both shared =).. Take good care and stay happy always =)

2009-08-12T08:25:00.002+08:00

I don't know how you can get through this so fast while I'm still walking down the road of memories alone.

2009-08-11T00:01:00.002+08:00

My heart is in pain, it almost shattered. Why has it turn out this way after we went through so much? Has your feelings for me faded off? I am who I am, you accepted me in the past. Why is it that you can't accept me now? I always say that I don't want to change myself but for you, I tried to change myself for the better. I changed because I am concern with you discontent.

Looking back on the things that we went through together, it really put tears onto my face.

Never had a cut so deep in my heart. It's numb.

2009-08-02T11:52:00.003+08:00

Woo! Long time since I last blog. My internet connection is finally back! Yesterday went to orchard with dear. The Orchard Ion is quite boring, too many people going over there and the things they sell there are more to high end things. Due to the coldness of the place and with that many people, dear and me keep getting static shock! Not once or twice, its whenever our hand touches! Note: It is very painful. Note again: Might be due to us being too attractive that we "dian" each other.

After that we went to Far East Plaza, since Orchard Ion is too high end for us. Went there to eat some snacks and milk ice slice! The milk ice slice is really very nice! Both of us really enjoyed eating over there, it is really nice and sinful.

Next up, we went to Heeren to see some latest music CD. Dear wanted to test out the "Boys Over Flowers" soundtrack but there wasn't any for her to listen. So there is nothing much to look for in Heeren, we proceeded to Cineleisure. Went to More Than Words, there is quite a few interesting things. Dear was like "Eh, what is this? Eh, what is that?". Haha, I saw a pig that is cute and I said that it look like her =x. When we are leaving Cineleisure, I went up to open the main door so that Dear and walk pass. Behind us was a couple I presume, the guy didn't take over me and hold the door for the girl friend, instead he went to open another door. The girl was like looking at him then turn around and tell me thank you. Tsk tsk, not gentleman.

Think our day end here? That's where you are wrong! We went to Orchard Central next!
Its quite a big shopping centre with many interesting things inside. There is a shop that is much better than Popular Book store, selling a lot of items that is useful and nice. Dear was so excited when she went in that shop. She was like "Wow. I like this place. No..Don't leave this place!".
After walking for so long, our legs were like breaking. But it never stop us from walking and enjoying ourselves! We walk out of Orchard Central and we saw a escalator surrounded with lights. Ideas came to our head, we are going to take picture there! Haha, we are like two weirdo taking the escalator up and down just to take picture.

Went to Plaza Singapura to meet Frost and his girl friend. Went to Starbucks to have something to drink. Chat for awhile and head back home. Sent Dear home and took another few pictures at her block. Currently got error with the blogger, can't upload the pictures. Shall upload it when its up.

2009-06-13T17:11:00.002+08:00

Currently having my break! Now at parklane reply baby's email and update my blog lor..later still have to rush back to work..Few days never see her liao, I miss her ><..btw jus now saw bella, long time nv see you sia..So bored recently, nth much for me to do de..besides work, go home jiu slp lor..damn no life sia..camp at home this few days..hao la, take care every1 ^^..

2009-04-16T23:45:00.002+08:00

hi all, it's been a long time since i last blogged..things hasn't been going well recently..have been staring into blank recently, so many things to think abt..tried going out wif frens, tried drinking at home, but all of that doesn't help..dunno how to describe the way i am feeling now..i really hope that things will work out..my love for u hasn't changed since the first day we got together..maybe it isn't jus abt love, but its the most sincere and faithful thing that u will receive from me..

jus wanna say i love u =)

take care every1..till then..

2009-04-06T20:12:00.002+08:00

My heart really hurts..It's been a long time since I last felt this way..

2009-03-22T23:19:00.002+08:00

Recently very bored, at home nth much to do, go out no money ><..I am jobless! any1 got nice job to intro? All the jobs that i see requires to work at least 3months, damn sian lor.. Few days back got abit quarrel wif dear. Kinda heart broken ><..but nw ok liao =)..haha, after seeing what she blog even better liao ^o^..LOVE U~

Hehex, take care all my frens..miss u all =)

Why heart broken?
I love you too!
<3

2009-03-11T19:09:00.002+08:00

Finally got back my results, passed all my papers =)..quite relieved when i see that, though the results are not good..Life's short, take things easy but make full use of it =)..learn to love myself b4 I love others..smile BENNY~ nth is impossible, unsolvable..learn as time goes by, everyday is a new page of a book =)..

2009-02-25T19:53:00.001+08:00

Sometimes I really hate to stay at home! Am I really such an eyesore?

2009-02-13T16:56:00.003+08:00

I don't know what is the kind of feeling that is going through my heart right now. I feel happy yet "Xin Suan", contradicting right? Just viewed my best friend's friendster and sent him a comment. It's been so long since you left, been so long since we last met. Secondary school life is the school life that I enjoyed most. But it is also a time which I really feel sad as friends leave me one by one. Christian is my closest friend then, but he has to leave Singapore for some reasons. Till now, I have never seen him again. Really miss those days that we are together, those kind of brotherhood we shared. I'm happy that I have good friends now too. Good bro and buddy like Heng, Zhek and Kie Ian. But everyone is different, things we went through together are also different. No one can replace another person, everyone has something special about them. When I think of Christian's leaving, I would think of Henry. Someone that I was getting close with but suddenly died in an bicycle tournament accident. Sometimes I really do miss them even though I did not say it out. Hope Christian is doing fine and hope Henry is at somewhere peacefully looking over everyone he know.

Years past so quickly, so many things had happened around me. Life is tiring, we have to constantly remind ourselves of things that happened so as to remember the event and learn from it. So many things are going through my mind right now. People might say that I am a person that think a lot. Yes, I have to agree with them. But don't you think that people that think more are people that really have a past that they cant forget? A past that they would want to remember or to learn from it?

Actually my family has taught me quite a lot, I have also learn quite a lot from what has happened. Actually I feel that everything happens for a reason. For example; in a relationship when you are sad, you are not the only one feeling sad. When you are angry, you are not the only one feeling angry. When you are disappointed, you are not the only one feeling disappointed. Because in a relationship, when you love someone that much, both your heart are bind together, beating as one. I learn that when I am angry or sad or disappointed, I have to take a deep breathe to relax myself, after that think of what happened. When one is feeling down, he/she can't think of the best solution, he/she will tend to be less rational. My mom and sister taught me that always think of how people feel even when you are down, think of the good. Venice once taught me to have serenity to accept things that I can't change and the courage to change things that I can. Actually it is from the bible, but I remember it till this very day. I will always remember it as it really helped me through during my difficult times. The past few years a lot of things happened. As I was saying, everything happened for a reason. Sometimes you might think you are right but in the end you are not totally right. What I'm saying is, whatever we say or do might affect things or people around us and in a cycle, it might eventually affect you without you knowing you yourself is the starting cause of it.

Sorry for the long post, just want to write out some of the many things in my mind and heart. Hoping to share with people that are reading. Hope everyone is safe and happy always =)

Thank you my family, Heng, Zhek, Kie Ian, Venice for always being there for me. Last but not least, my dear for being there for me always. Thanks for understanding me, forgiving me when I made you sad and angry, thanks for loving me ! Love you Dear <3

Sorry Dear

2009-02-08T22:36:00.002+08:00

It has been quite awhile since I last updated. Been really busy recently due to my school work. Now I can hardly walk properly, my old injury act up again. Tore my ligament during Wushu before, yesterday my leg hurt again. Today it is even worse, I'm afraid that my ligament will tear again. But comparing to my leg, what hurt me more is seeing you sad and disappointed. Sorry that I hurt you again and disappoint you again. What I fear most now is not being able to make you feel better. I know it wont be easy for you to feel better because I really hurt you, but I would do anything to mend the cut in your heart. I don't know how to say nice words or how to make you feel better now. But I know that I love you. Thank you for your understanding and trust for me all along and sorry for the disappointment and sadness I gave you.

Sorry my dearest, I Love You

2009-02-01T14:33:00.002+08:00

Everything is fine now! So happy =)..Each day is a better day ^o^..Hardship makes human learn and makes bond stronger =)..It also makes me understand you better =)..

2009-02-01T02:01:00.003+08:00

Feeling extremely down right now. Trying to put up a smile in front of my family but i can't. Many things that happened has slowly changed me. Slowly changing me into a person that don't want to tell others what happen. Don't exactly know how to put the kind of feeling I am having now into words, it's really not a good feeling.

I'm trying my best to control my feelings right now, but it's really difficult. My heart seems so tight. It's been so long since I felt this way, totally blank in my mind. Was trying to think what I should do and what I can change, but I couldn't think of any at the moment. Hope everything will turn out fine.

Happy Niu Year!

2009-01-29T23:28:00.008+08:00

hehex, happy new year every1 !! Sorry sooooo long nv update my blog.. Have been very busy recently..projects stacking up till i cant breathe~ so stress lor..hehex..a brand new year, a brand new start =)..always been very optimistic about that ^^..hope 2009 would be a good year for every1 =)..

Recently have been very stress cos of my project but despite that, i feel very happy..contradicting huh? haha, cos my dear is always there for me..when i see her smile, i noe that it is all that i need =)..Baby, thanks for ur support and most importantly ur love towards me =).. I LOVE YOU! <33

2008-12-29T01:39:00.002+08:00

The owner of this blog is lazy and currently unavailable to update. Fortunately, he has a good, kind, understanding and caring girlfriend who's willing to update for him. For more updates, kindly come back in a week's time, or maybe later? Thanks!

2008-12-23T01:15:00.002+08:00

Few days nv blog liao..scared that my blog will rot, LOL..hmmx, yst nite went to dear's hse..first time going to her hse..haha, but i feel quite comfortable and at ease at her hse..she keep wanting to let me smell her "chou chou" ><..luckily i noe how to block ok~ wahaha!

After that took cab over to IMM cos she wanted buy things..haha, we eat at the kopitiam when it is almost closing..we like rushing to eat lor, cos dun wanna be the last to leave there and let those staff and cleaners wait for us..its like very bad to let them wait lor..LOL, how we noe after we eat finish, we turn our head arnd and there is another section blocked by the wall, still got alot of ppl there lor..still eat till so fast ><..

Today work lorx, damn tired sia..now i am damn hungry! maybe going buy food~ haha, but at this time eat sure kena scold my dear dear cos not good for health ><..but really damn hungry lor~ haha, jus finish part of my World Issue group project..take care all! Merry Xmas in advance ^^

2008-12-20T01:34:00.005+08:00

Dear's love for me =)

My Love for Dear <33

Today dear have smth to give me, i keep wondering what was it. After eating our early dinner she ask me take out my wallet and close my eyes. Then i getting more curious liao lor..haha, when i get back my wallet, i saw our picture =)..she went to print it out and laminate our pictures..Thanks dear, i am really happy and touched to see that =)..

All along i wanted to make the candle for the gal that I loved most. Now i really noe what i wan le, and its u =)..the gal that always touches my heart, the gal that always there for me, rain or shine u will always be there..No matter when i'm down or sad, u nv failed to be there..when i'm angry, u always have the ability to calm me down..thanks for ur understanding and love..

I really cherish u and u are the 1 and only love in my heart now =)..I am really grateful and happy that u are mine! we have went through alot together when we were frens, it took us so long and so many hardship to be together as what we are today..I hope that we will always be happy and lovely together =)..

I LOVE YOU <3

2008-12-15T00:50:00.002+08:00

If life is like a hot air balloon, I wish to go around the world with you. If life was a photo album, I would have it filled with you. If life was a diary, you would be on every page till the last chapter of it.

I often doesn't know how to express myself in words too, but the feeling you gave me just made me say out how I feel. Each time you hold my hand or hug me, it just warms my heart. You don't always says those three words, but when you say it, it always touches my heart. I know you really mean it when you say it. Thank you for making me feel assured and secure all the time.

I don't know what the future holds too, but at least for now, I know that I love you!
If life was a storybook, I would put you in the very first page.

2008-12-14T00:26:00.002+08:00

wahaha, back to update my blog le~ yst was my last paper!! hehex, so happy my paper end liao..after paper, 8 of us (yao guang, yuan hua, zhen kang, qiu long, cong xiang, milton, yee tang and me) went to the army market to eat Tulang~ hehex, my first time eating Tulang..it was quite nice lor, and the things they sell there are very special! All taste different from outside food stores..

After that we pei yuan hua to Plaza Singapura take his pay..take finish his pay jiu go to park lane find lanshop to play dota..LOL, dun have lanshop got space for 8 ppl at that time lor..then went to 2nd lvl lanshop then got place..hehex, long time nv play liao, become super noob le..surprised that they all are quite pro worx..enjoyed myself and looking forward to the next outing wif them!

Today morning 8am jiu wake up le..hehex, went to fetch dear and eat breakfast at macdonald! After that jiu went over to AMK Hub..hehex, went over to the arcarde, played the new game..very interesting lorx, must follow the beat and touch the screen de..next time i must train till pro pro~ After that went over to play pool~
Very very long time nv play liao lorx..Dear keep hit liao then put back the ball lorx..haha, very fun playing wif her..

Woo, today dear first time come over to my hse worx..she was scared to death by my dog lorx..haha, she can really play well wif my niece lorx..keep bullying me de..still nvm worx, she say i bully her~ its still not the worst, i complain to my da jie, she dun bother abt me~!! LOL, after that go eat dinner liao jiu send her home le =)..

PICTURES WILL BE UPDATED AS SOON AS I HAVE THEM IN MY COM~

2008-12-07T00:22:00.002+08:00

hehex..recently, really feel relax liao..feel really happy =)..hehex, jus played audi..so funny lor..the bouce simi bounce simi, bounce simi bounce!! LMAO, laugh until i peng lorx..really is laugh till i cannot press the key those kind lor..hehex, hao la tmr must study for my test le..everybody goodnite, take care all =)

2008-12-02T01:42:00.002+08:00

woo, have been working the past few days..including today which is a monday~!! Sunday saw racheal..she went to hougang mall walk walk and find me..wee, she got new bf liao..gratz worx!! all the best to my buddy, wish u always happy =)..

so much have happened recently, i dunno wat to say..dun feel like thinking of anything liao..sometimes i jus find that i'm alone, or maybe i let myself be alone ba..i noe i still have frens that really care abt me..1 of them is surely ah heng =) thanks bro xD..

maybe i also need time to relax myself ba, so stress recently wif all my testes coming and my work stuff..now there is even more problems, haha i think my brain and heart cannot take so much of it sia..

i wanna go clubbing, pubbing and a lot of places~ really very long nv let myself relax liao..sounds like i'm a really busy man hor? LOL, in fact i am ok! take care all =) sweetest dreams, nitez ^o^

2008-11-29T16:01:00.002+08:00

Was watching the show "Little Nonya" last nite. Was a very interesting show, it talks about how a girl pass through her hardship. There was a part which the main character said yst: "women are not like the shallots in the pounder. Women need not give in to destiny and fate. Women can change and determine how they want their lives to be." I think it is very true and i think not only women shld do that, guys shld too.

Was talking to my close fren yst, i was feeling kinda down. She told me about what her last father taught her, i find that it is very true. Thanks alot =).. life is so short, why go through it miserably when we can go through it the way it is..we both shared the same experience, we both put ppl too important in our life..

What ppl always say is true, learn to take care of urself b4 u can take care of others. The same goes to loving myself b4 i can share a bigger love(which is to love others)..Let's jus live the way life is, enjoy the way it is..

I remembered ven taught me smth when me and my ex was about to broke off..that phrase brought me through till today..actually its from the bible, though i am not a christian or catholic, I find it very meaningful and worth me keeping it in my heart and reminding myself..it goes smth like this "God gives me the serenity to accept things that I can't change and the courage to change things I could"..sry if that is not exactly the same but the meaning shld be similar..Thanks all =)

2008-11-20T20:49:00.002+08:00

haha, back to blogging again..very long time nv blog liao..hmmx, nth really happening recently..i got back some of my quiz results le..firstly is my math result, i got full marks 20/20~ then is my Netfund quiz got only 5.5/10..today got back my Modani quiz, guess what? I top my class!! hehex, when teacher says he was very disappointed wif my class, cos the top score was only 7.5/10..i was like "shit this time sure fail liao lorx, highest only 7.5"..then when i got back my paper i saw my score 7.5~ hehex, then even happier is that got a marking error and i gained another 0.5 marks, which makes it 8/10~!! Though not full marks, I got highest in my class and scored an 'A'!! Hehex, the paper was quite difficult ba, happy that i manage to get through ^o^..

2008-11-11T01:34:00.003+08:00

Recently very sian and bored..very stress also, all my quiz and projects coming together..alot of things to do when i dun really have time..missing her but i dunno if she does miss me at times..still 2 weeks more to her arrival..>< my heart feels so weird recently..haix, cannot pei her when she needs some1 by her side..i can only listen to her voice, it seems so close yet so far..hao la, dun feel like updating le..take care every1..cya all soon..byee

2008-11-05T20:10:00.003+08:00

wahhh, super long nv blog le..hehex, cos my com was spoilt..sent to repair yst and today got back my com le! wee, finally can do my upcoming assignments and can play games too! hmmx..recently very bored worx, really is nth to do de lorx..very sian~ i wanna go clubbing and go drinking!

2008-09-19T17:55:00.002+08:00

WOOOOO..so long nv update my blog le..hehex, nth really much happening la..erm, took my Emath2 sup paper today, damn hard lorx..hopefully can pass..my stupid BenZ acc license keep fail T_T..Muffin grow abit bigger liao, very cute but naughty..must scold and beat the mouth then wont bite de(soft soft beat)..btw, hope every1 is doing fine..take care all =)

2008-08-10T00:08:00.003+08:00

today is Singapore 43th bday..hmmx, afternoon went out wif jen to jb..went pei her go shopping then we go there eat..actually very long nv go in le..after that at nite, went to meet flor..walked at compasspoint and send her home after that..

haix, feeling very weird lei..dunno what i'm thinking, feeling kinda tight at my chest..recently quite quiet, not really in the mood to do things..kinda not like myself..hardly smile too, i'm trying to find out the reason too..

hao la, here's a song i liked alot..have the lyrics wif me, will update the song soon =)..

did i hear you right?

'cos i thought you said ,let's think it over

you have been my life

and i never planned growing old without you

shadows bleeding through the light

where the love once shined so bright

came without a reason

don't let go on us tonight

love's not always black and white

why haven't i always loved you?

and when i need you

you're almost here

and i know thats not enough

and when i'm with you

i'm close to tears

'cos you're only almost here

i would change the world

if i had a chance

oh won't you let me treat me like a child

throw your arms around me

oh please protect me

bruised and battered by your words

dazed and shattered now it hurts

oh havent i always loved you?

and when i need you

you're almost here

and i know thats not enough

and when i'm with you

i'm close to tears

'cos you're only almost here

oooh oh

bruised and battered by your words

dazed and shattered now it hurts

haven't i always loved you?

but when i need you

you're almost here

well i never knew how far behind i left you

and when i hold you ,you're almost here

well i'm sorry that i took our love for granted

and now i'm with you ,i'm close to tears

'cos i know i'm almost here

only almost here

2008-07-28T00:19:00.002+08:00

erm, quite busy recently..dun really have time to update my blog, lazy also..jus heard a bad news from my parents..my uncle met an accident, motorcycle accident..haix, now in ICU ward..very dangerous, high dependency ward..his whole body paralyze cos hit his neck bone..listen already also sad..he keep crying cos he cant feel his whole body, asked my aunt if his arms and legs are still there..he still have 2 young children to take care of, his the only family income source..pray and hope that he can go through this safely..

2008-07-12T01:29:00.003+08:00

hehex..today morning slowly take my time to sch, while on the way walking to hougang point to take bus, suddenly very feel like taking pics then very zi lian took few pics =x..after sch went out wif flor,jia yi and alan..watched hancock, funny show sia..hehex, after that flor and me go eat at east coast, jia yi and alan went to their class bbq..after we eat finish, went over to find jia yi and alan..hehex, sit wif them and chat awhile..was an enjoyable day =)..hao la, long time nv upload pics for u all to see le..upload today zi lian pics, last few days on bus wif flor and pic of the sky in east coast ^o^..

2008-07-10T23:01:00.002+08:00

no choice have to update my blog, got ppl complaining liao..not in the mood to update recently..now very bad mood or maybe u can say that i quite fan abt smth that i saw..have been very busy doing my projects, sch work and my job..nth happening recently, dunno what to write le..take care all, byee

2008-06-30T23:51:00.002+08:00

everybody i changed number le..my new number is 83682495, pls take note..kns damn bad mood now, dad scold niece then nowhere give him vent anger, bloody cb vent on me..fk la, go out le la..11.52pm gimme this kinda shit..fk up days recently zzz..

2008-06-29T15:54:00.002+08:00

recently very bad mood..yst working also damn bad, alot of problem sia..aiya thinking of alot of things..sometimes just feel like giving up on things..sometimes i really dunno what am i to ppl..dun think that i am important, makes me wanna turn myself selfish so that i wont be hurt and wont be made use by ppl..dun wan think of anything liao, jus wanna enjoy myself and hack care everything that is happening arnd me..who wanna go play pool?btw gonna get my line soon, will give u all my new number then..take care all.. byee

2008-06-17T18:37:00.002+08:00

hmmmx, very long nv update my blog le..have been quite fan abt somethings recently, not really in the mood to update my blog..really feel like going out sia, go out relax..work till i no time to think of anything also good..why issit things i have done always give me a feeling that its not appreciated? Sometimes ppl dunno how much i did for them, but i dun wanna tell everything or tell every1..it's stupid rite if i keep telling, it's like getting attention..but pls dun ever take me for granted, saying that to every1 i noe, not to any specific person..take care all..

2008-06-13T18:56:00.002+08:00

hehex..yst went to play pool wif kie ian at kovan..wahaha, i 1 cue clear..he stand there till blur blur..maybe is bcos b4 play pool i ate chicken rice add rice then got power =x..later going to sing k, hehex long time nv enjoy myself le..happy recently ^o^..cya all, take care lots =)

Fang Di's bday

2008-06-07T17:37:00.004+08:00

haha yst was a really long day..morning 7.30 woke up and prepare go tampines find tong tong they all..help buy cakes and make fruit salad, prepared 1 bowl of very disgusting fruit salad for punishment during games..after playing for awhile, we went out to bugis for our dinner, long time nv go there eat the steamboat thingy le..very nice to eat sia..only got 4 guys there yst, we eat alot sia..

After eating went to vivo city to watch Kungfu Panda, really nice and funny show sia..a must watch show~ laugh till i bth sia when watching that show..after finish watching movie, it was abt 10pm..asked liu zhe to drag time b4 meeting us at fang di hse downstair mac..went to decorate those balloon that we blowed in the noon(almost blow till die, too many and some are damn difficult to blow cos of the size~!!)..haha prepared the cake and waited for fang di to enter the hse..saw her reaction when we surprised her, seems so happy =)..

It's GAME TIME AGAIN~!! This time play till more exciting and mad..played the dice, really damn scary sia the game..LOL, we changed the dancing to "TRUTH" and imitation of animals to "DARE"..i kena alot things sia, yst was damn fun but got a few times damn pai seh lorx..all kinds of stupid idea also have, i wear gal's dress cos i tio dare..then the kissing also damn pai seh lorx, luckily can kiss hand..stupid laura tio dare kiss every guy face then when she kiss my cheek, i SUPER PS..somemore kiss so softly, wth sia even more ps(fast peck not so ps, LOL)..EVEN WORSE~!! The FIRST time in my entire life i've been KISSED BY A GUY~!! PUKES!! Somemore ask guy to act titanic wif me, FUCKING DISGUSTING SIA~~~LMAO

the truth also damn fun sia, ask each other like who in the group or our course..LOL, alot of ppl like confession like that sia..noe who like who liao, also noe some of their past =x..kan ps sia, got ppl mentioned my name then i act as if i doing other things nv hear like that..yst like tio target sia~ damn ke lian sia, every1 was like keep calling my name when other ppl tio dare(why am i involved when i'm not the 1 being dared T_T)..wahaha but super fun la..

got alot of pictured, next time when i get the pics i show u all =)..take care all ^o^

2008-06-06T00:35:00.002+08:00

YES~!! finally term test is over, today took my dfund2 test..erm did a few mistakes but i think i can pass la =)..tmr going to celebrate fang di bday, not going home tmr nite..will stay at their place and party~ haha shld be a fun day tmr..stomach hungry liao, go eat bread bread le =).. cya all soon, take care =)

2008-06-02T20:44:00.002+08:00

today took my Emath2 term test..kinda disappointed sia, very hard..then study so hard still cannot score well..dun even noe can pass or not..very tired sia..thursday is the day i go out and play~!! Thursday end of term test and start of my 2 weeks holiday =)..take care all, will update soon~

2008-05-31T20:17:00.003+08:00

today went to eat wif fang di group of ppl, after that study wif them..tong tong teach me alot on maths..really learn alot =)..feeling quite sian and empty now..blur blur dunno what i doing, no mood to do things..

the truth is tearing up my heart
i cant recognize this place
the endless road without a stop sign
cant even find a stranger this time
why am i still holding back my tears
in this loneliness there's nothing to fear
every chord still seems a wonder
how we could be together
every time i ask if this would be the last
why am i still talking to myself
hoping you will have the keys to my cell
every song might calm the weather
but it just draws me deeper
how do i get out of this
i think i never will
a crystal forming in the eye
maybe this would be the last
the winding path down my face
till it begin to taste the bitterness inside

2008-05-31T00:08:00.002+08:00

hehex, yst nite played audi wif jen they all..really very fun and enjoyable lorx, soooo long nv play wif jen audi till so happy le =)..today play table tennis wif yao guang they all..super funny and fun..really laugh till i bth lorx..today is 1 of the most enjoyable day i had in my TP life till now =)..eat dinner wif zhao lin,fang di,tong tong,su jun and laura..super fun, yst and today really very happy ^o^..

2008-05-29T18:16:00.003+08:00

today did my edevice labtest, comprog quiz and assignment..all not very well done, maybe jus pass only..haix, quite disappointed sia..nvm, will chiong and score well for my term test de..

多远才算有距离？三公分还是三公里？
还是更远的地方？
你在吗? 给我一个距离,让我知道我离你有多远好吗?

Distance...

在距离三公里的位置我在这里想象心中的你的呼吸
同样的熄着灯的窗子你在那里听不到我呼吸着分离
我走向前你看不见真的遥远就连叹息影子听见也似无言
你走向前我看不见你的思念
你和我之间刻着一条界线不曾有改变
保留着三公分得距离我的眼里填满着整个我爱的你
坐在同一张四方桌子边你的眼里读不到眷着我的讯息
当爱离开之前能多痛能多深能多甜
距离是你走过我身边..

2008-05-29T00:12:00.002+08:00

have been very busy recently..keep doing project and trying to study for my term test..hell lot of test,quiz and labtest coming..sooo stress sia..feeling very sian recently, think i noe the reason but dun feel like saying..yawn, i not enuff slp sia..think tonite going to slp early, tmr morning still have labtest..i'm am the first batch to go in, wish me luck~ ^o^

2008-05-26T23:37:00.002+08:00

jus do finish my jap project on Chado..today got back my maths quiz result, got 18/20 for it..kinda disappointed, thought i could score full marks..bcos of careless mistake i nv get full marks..

feeling so tired now, maybe go into audi awhile then after that go watch my dvd..nth much to update today..btw my handphone ok le and HAPPY BDAY TO KIE IAN~ =)..take care all =)

2008-05-25T18:37:00.002+08:00

today ah gong was cremated but we did not follow till the place cos not long ago grandma jus passed away..it's not allowed..hmmx, alot test coming up ><..

i got something i wanna say but i dun wanna mention names, jus think abt it and see if it fits into ur category =)..how i treat ppl depends on how ppl treat me, dun treat me as invisible and take me for granted..dun come find me only when u are bored or when u have problems..that's not all~ even when speaking, tone also changed..now i noe how fast humans can change =)..dun be surprised that my attitude towards u have changed tremendously =)..GOOD LUCK IN WHATEVER U DO xD

2008-05-24T17:16:00.003+08:00

jus now saw a gal at my hse downstair when i buying bubble tea, looks so much like bella sia..even the gestures also looks like her..saw bella's blog le, wish she is happy =)..

Anyway, my heart is closed too =)..after jen's incident, i felt totally hurt..but thought i found a new life, seems like not anymore =)..actually recently when i nv really contact bella, i got the feeling liao la..haha, my ling gan is really getting more zhun..

not gonna wait for any1 anymore, gonna live my own life..gonna study well and get a better future for myself..dun talk to me abt love, cos i wont entertain to it..i got my own life now, i live for myself not for others..its ok to be selfish once in awhile, i learn that now =)..

2008-05-23T23:43:00.003+08:00

jus now went to meet jen, waited for the stupid bus 55 for 25mins and i'm sure to be late..then my phone cannot use so i took a bus to serangoon to find public phone to tell her i'm gonna be late, find phone also need to find till abt 10mins =.=..all the phone removed sia..after that jiu went to meet her, taka and taka's fren..when i first saw her i was so nervous cos so long nv meet le then dunno will awkward or not..i haven got this nervous for super long sia, like when i first time saw her that kinda pattern lorx..starting dun really have things to talk to, dun really dare to look her into her eyes..can see that she trying find things to talk to me and scared i being left alone, then i reply and chat lorx..

went to find cap wif them..after that wanted to find a place to sit down but all the mac,kfc and mos burger are full hse..went to Bishan blk 511, jen eat then they drink water..after that wanna go AMK play pool but some of them underage so ask taka accompany them home..left me and jen go AMK together, go up till the pool there soooo full sia(as expected cos it's friday)..then waited awhile but in the end jen says dun wait le cos quite late liao, jus go downstair chat chat lorx..went to 7-eleven to buy drink for her and i used that 1 dollar note in my wallet..think jen and a few ppl noe that no matter how broke or poor i am, i nv ever use that 1 dollar de..counted as a lucky charm to me ba, but after so many things happen i dun think that it is lucky anymore LOL..so used it away and decided to start everything afresh =)..after that chat alot wif jen lorx, sit down and talk abt our life..very relax, dunnit purposely go find topic talk..like the first time she come SG meet me like that, very jian dan..

really feel very relax after seeing her..past few months nv really feel that relax, even though there were time where i feel relax and happy but still haven put down the stone in my heart..jus now meet dao her, i feel like i put down the heavy stone in my heart le..finally i faced my fear of meeting her, now i noe wont feel awkward seeing her le..noe that she previously really in a bad mood from the conversation wif her jus now..but now i think that she will very soon start afresh and stand up again le, from the expression of her eyes jus now..glad to noe that she is doing fine =)..that's all i needa noe ^o^..she is still the jen i noe and i am still myself =)..REALLY FEEL HAPPY AND RELAX NOW~ nth i wanna think of le, i'm satisfied wif the current situation le..jus now saw her then i rmb what i learn when i wif her and after we break..to keep myself calm and think of things on both side..most importantly be myself ^o^

2008-05-23T17:58:00.002+08:00

today get back dfund paper, i passed =)..think all my core subject quiz i pass..time to work hard and study le xD..wasted too much time in my life..humans will change but dunno why i wont change de sia..everytime do things like do the same old things de..

recently my classmate in msn ask me things..she talk abt r/s things, then ask me issit guys easier to forget abt the past? WTH, damn sian lorx almost all gals think that way..it's really bullshit lor, then how come there are gals that break liao within so short period of time got another bf? how come there are guys stupid waiting for patch or after that dun wan go into r/s again? Actually is how much u put into the r/s and how much u expect to get back..if u dun expect to get back anything, jus wan the person u like to stay happy only, then u wont feel so sad..of cos break liao will sad, but then it all depends on each person's mindset. Mindset that wan a better life and move on, how strong the person mind is..am i rite to say that?

Anyway, my HP got problem T_T..either sot liao or line tio cut T_T..so anything pls contact my hse(63867631)and ask for benny or email me..i really feel like going sing kbox sia..later meeting jen, pass her things to her and pei her go buy cap for her audi haizi..sooo long nv meet liao sia..hao la, DJ BENNY got a song for u all =)

雨不停落下来
花怎么都不开
尽管我细心灌溉
你说不爱就不爱
我一个人欣赏悲哀
爱只剩下无奈
我一直不愿再去猜
钢琴上黑键之间
永远都夹着空白
缺了一块就不精采
紧紧相依的心如何
say goodbye
你比我清楚还要我说明白
爱太深会让人疯狂的勇敢
我用背叛自己
完成你的期盼
把手放开不问一句
say goodbye
当作最后一次对你的溺爱
冷冷清清淡淡今后都不管
只要你能愉快
心有一句感慨
我还能够跟谁对白
在你关上门之前
替我再回头看看
那些片段还在不在
紧紧相依的心如何
say goodbye
你比我清楚还要我说明白
爱太深会让人疯狂的勇敢
我用背叛自己
完成你的期盼
把手放开不问一句
say goodbye
当作最后一次对你的溺爱
冷冷清清淡淡今后都不管
只要你能愉快
紧紧相依的心如何
say goodbye
你比我清楚还要我说明白
爱太深会让人疯狂的勇敢
我用背叛自己
完成你的期盼
把手放开不问一句
say goodbye
当作最后一次对你的溺爱
冷冷清清淡淡今后都不管
只要你能愉快

2008-05-22T23:59:00.002+08:00

sry every1, yst very bad mood so wrote alot of vulgarities here =x..today feeling better abit liao..today when doing my math quiz made a careless mistake sia..haix, cannot get full marks liao..recently playing audi wif bing they all quite fun,everytime wan go NPC will call me along de..

now my only target that i noe i can achieve is to get good result in my studies..nothing can stop me if i really study..all other things dun wan think liao =)..gonna study well, get a good cert and then after my NS can get a good job ^o^

2008-05-22T00:17:00.002+08:00

fking pissed now..kns parents keep nagging, jus online awhile also cannot meh? today stupid like fk, like mad like that..knn wan relax awhile also cannot..super bad mood recently la, fking shit~!! dunno what's happening to every1 zzz...

I'M GOING TO BOMB LIAO~!~！！！！！！ EVERYTIME HEAR PPL NAG NAG NAG,NOT FAN AH!!? BETTER DUN HAVE PPL COME IRRITATE ME RECENTLY.. I WONT HESITATE TO GIVE THEM A GOOOOOD LESSON..

FUCKING SHIT DAYS I HAVE THIS FEW MONTHS..WTF IS WRONG!?

2008-05-22T00:02:00.002+08:00

haix..after chinese new year nth really goes well sia..first is i broke off wif jen, after that is grandma pass away and now my ah gong(mother's father) pass away..sooo many things happens sia, tmr still have maths quiz, hope i can pass..i already passed my Edevice quiz but next week there are more test coming up..when can i have a break?

2008-05-20T22:23:00.002+08:00

haha..yst met heng go eat ice-cream and talk talk..suddenly got the feel wanna dance and try out some of the bboy moves..now i noe why Ray says that i rusty liao..i ask heng took some of the pics so that i can see where went wrong wif my moves..

today damn tired and stress lorx, although jap lesson in the morning is fun but after that really stress..do the stupid PCB(printed circuit board~ i nv say vulgarities ah =x) connection..in the end still got 6 red lines in the circuit..then the worst thing that happen today is Henry din turn up for sch today..we are suppose to discuss abt our PSPS presentation tmr but he is absent..i have to read up all of his slides in case he din turn up tmr..after that he called me and said tmr he will turn up, but what IF he nv turn up? Then I'm the 1 that die lorx..he can have accuse saying that Myanmmar got cyclone..

now trying to do my project, slowly find things for my jap presentation next week too..very stress sia, so many things to do..

2008-05-19T16:41:00.002+08:00

yst nite ki siao..dunno why damn bad mood..drink my dad's martell till left half bottle..later he see it sure tio nag again le..hehex, jus played audi using bella acc..helped her drain UBP then earned till 516k dens..

hmmx..for those ppl who have been reading my blog, u all will noe that i already have a gal i like le..actually jus wanna say i cherish every1 as my frens but i cannot accept any1 cos of the above reason..not that i dun appreciate how u treat me, jus that its the feeling..take care all, cya =)